as I sit and lounge being generally useless on my couch, I facebooked. I just looked up my old high school crush who I was majorly “in love” with and saw that he had a girlfriend. 

And I just didn’t feel anything at all. I mean, he’s still cute and everything but I just don’t really care. 

What does that mean though? It makes me kind of sad for the old days. 

But then I remember that these days? The ones I’m living in right now? Hands down, best of my life.